I believe in everyone's lifetime there comes many people who capture a piece of their being. Whether you want it to happen or not, something inside of you clings to this person and refuses to let go. Sometimes, if you're lucky, the attachment is connected with positive memories. For the rest of us, this bondage is tied to memories we long to forget. FORGET..wouldn't it be nice if that word were more simple. As humans, it's almost impossible to free your mind from unwanted memories. Especially those that you are constantly reminded of every single day.
I've had the "wonderful" opportunity of experiencing one of these people in my life recently. It's frustrating because it was so easy for me to develop an attachment and yet so easy for them to break it. There's nothing within me that wants to even attempt to connect it again, but they took a part of me with them. Believe me, I try to disregard all of these unimportant frustrations because I honestly don't care anymore. However, that piece that's missing belongs with me. I want it back. Is that selfish of me?
It's frustrating to even think about this situation. Though, I know what I need to do. Let Go. Should be easy, right? false. But God demands it. He wants us to free ourselves from the issues we hold onto and give them up to Him. Why is that so difficult? If anyone could answer that for me, I would be very happy.
As much as I would love to write more, my venting is finished and my brain has stopped working. I apologize if my thoughts do not make any sense, but it is 3:30 am. I will write more on the topic another time.
